January 28, 2006,7:04 PM
Most of you that know me pretty well know that there is nothing I dislike more than having to ask for help. This is a time when it is unavoidable. My mom's dad died right before Thanksgiving. My mom had surgery to remove part of her lung right after New Year's. My dad's mom died last week. All this with having to start a new job that it turns out I'm not all that thrilled about. Plus the financial stress of being in two weddings in a row, having to buy four new tires for my car, and the expenses involved in being a homeowner this time of year. Needless to say I wish I had the power to close my eyes and disappear right now. It's been a tough few months and I need a break. So this is where the help comes in. I just need everybody to try and remember to keep me in their prayers for a little while. I like being out on my own, but sometimes the loneliness gets to me. Lately...its been a lot. I'm still working on getting that perfect puppy to keep me company...but until then....this girl just needs some peace in her life.
